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bignoknow - Noah Thomas
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My name is Noah but for the longest time people have called me "bignoknow". I fell into a severe clinical depression with anxiety, and depersonalization back in May of 2011. In April of 2012 I discovered I had almost NO testosterone in my body via a blood draw and, for the first time in forever, I had hope. I have been documenting my experience on testosterone replacement therapy as well as every other thing I have done to recover and get my life back ever since.
My only goal is to help as many men and woman recover from whatever hardships life has dealt them as well to share openly and honestly about my experience with all things mental health, testosterone therapy, and my personal life as it pertains to these things. I love making videos and communicating with amazing and brave people from all around the world. I share anything that I may learn from philosophy to healing practices as well as reach out to my viewers who teach me more then I could have ever imagined.
My only goal is to help as many men and woman recover from whatever hardships life has dealt them as well to share openly and honestly about my experience with all things mental health, testosterone therapy, and my personal life as it pertains to these things. I love making videos and communicating with amazing and brave people from all around the world. I share anything that I may learn from philosophy to healing practices as well as reach out to my viewers who teach me more then I could have ever imagined.
ONCE AN ALCOHOLIC ALWAYS AN ALCOHOLIC? My Addiction, Sobriety, Relapse, & Avoiding Labels Story
Will I always be an alcoholic? Can I reverse my alcoholism? How do I know if I'm a real alcoholic? These questions have always run through my head and in this video I explain why I have settled on identifying as an alcoholic each and every day.
NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO? Book an appointment with me: bignoknowllc.setmore.com/
GET YOUR TESTOSTERONE CHECKED / hormone levels with LetsGetChecked
Get 20% off with this link and code: NOAH20: trylgc.com/noah
WANT NUTRITION COACHING? email: noaht@primordialfitness@gmail.com
For business inquiry's: thomasvisionsllc@gmail.com
Please SHARE, LIKE, COMMENT, and even FAVORITE THIS VIDEO if you found it useful or if you know somebody who it may benefit. Thank y...
NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO? Book an appointment with me: bignoknowllc.setmore.com/
GET YOUR TESTOSTERONE CHECKED / hormone levels with LetsGetChecked
Get 20% off with this link and code: NOAH20: trylgc.com/noah
WANT NUTRITION COACHING? email: noaht@primordialfitness@gmail.com
For business inquiry's: thomasvisionsllc@gmail.com
Please SHARE, LIKE, COMMENT, and even FAVORITE THIS VIDEO if you found it useful or if you know somebody who it may benefit. Thank y...
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I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE... (Life Update)
Просмотров 4,6 тыс.14 дней назад
NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO? Book an appointment with me: bignoknowllc.setmore.com/ GET YOUR TESTOSTERONE CHECKED / hormone levels with LetsGetChecked Get 20% off with this link and code: NOAH20: trylgc.com/noah WANT NUTRITION COACHING? email: noaht@primordialfitness@gmail.com For business inquiry's: thomasvisionsllc@gmail.com Please SHARE, LIKE, COMMENT, and even FAVORITE THIS VIDEO if you found i...
I COULDN'T IMAGINE THIS HAPPENING... If You Battle Addiction or Depression/Anxiety You'll Understand
Просмотров 6 тыс.Месяц назад
I COULDN'T IMAGINE THIS HAPPENING... If You Battle Addiction or Depression/Anxiety You'll Understand
SOMETHING IS WRONG...
Просмотров 8 тыс.Месяц назад
NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO? Book an appointment with me: bignoknowllc.setmore.com/ GET YOUR TESTOSTERONE CHECKED / hormone levels with LetsGetChecked Get 20% off with this link and code: NOAH20: trylgc.com/noah WANT NUTRITION COACHING? email: noaht@primordialfitness@gmail.com For business inquiry's: thomasvisionsllc@gmail.com Please SHARE, LIKE, COMMENT, and even FAVORITE THIS VIDEO if you found i...
HOW TO MAXIMIZE MUSCLE GAINZ ON TRT (My Experience) | Testosterone Replacement Therapy
Просмотров 3,9 тыс.2 месяца назад
NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO? Book an appointment with me: bignoknowllc.setmore.com/ GET YOUR TESTOSTERONE CHECKED / hormone levels with LetsGetChecked Get 20% off with this link and code: NOAH20: trylgc.com/noah WANT NUTRITION COACHING? email: noaht@primordialfitness@gmail.com For business inquiry's: thomasvisionsllc@gmail.com Please SHARE, LIKE, COMMENT, and even FAVORITE THIS VIDEO if you found i...
THIS ISIN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN TO ME ANYMORE... (I Need To Vent)
Просмотров 8 тыс.2 месяца назад
THIS ISIN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN TO ME ANYMORE... (I Need To Vent)
6 MONTHS NO ALCOHOL! (3 Unexpected Benefits of Getting Sober)
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6 MONTHS NO ALCOHOL! (3 Unexpected Benefits of Getting Sober)
12 YEARS ON TRT... (Things I Wish I'd Known Before Starting) | Testosterone Replacement Therapy
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12 YEARS ON TRT... (Things I Wish I'd Known Before Starting) | Testosterone Replacement Therapy
6 MONTHS NO PORN... Again (I Was Out of Control & Lost)
Просмотров 6 тыс.3 месяца назад
6 MONTHS NO PORN... Again (I Was Out of Control & Lost)
I SOLD MY SOUL DOING CrossFit Open Workout 24.1 (From Alcoholism to The Fittest I've Ever Been)
Просмотров 1,1 тыс.3 месяца назад
I SOLD MY SOUL DOING CrossFit Open Workout 24.1 (From Alcoholism to The Fittest I've Ever Been)
DEAR ALCOHOL... (I'm Better Off Without You)
Просмотров 3,2 тыс.3 месяца назад
DEAR ALCOHOL... (I'm Better Off Without You)
HOW TO STOP JUDGING YOUR THOUGHTS! (My Top 2 Keys to End Worry & Anxiety That Truly Work for Me)
Просмотров 2,3 тыс.4 месяца назад
HOW TO STOP JUDGING YOUR THOUGHTS! (My Top 2 Keys to End Worry & Anxiety That Truly Work for Me)
HE COULDN'T STOP DRINKING... Even When His Organs Were Failing | Surviver Testimonies (Ep. 2)
Просмотров 55 тыс.4 месяца назад
HE COULDN'T STOP DRINKING... Even When His Organs Were Failing | Surviver Testimonies (Ep. 2)
I'M 37 YEARS OLD NOW... (Life & Sobriety Update) | 142 Days Sober
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I'M 37 YEARS OLD NOW... (Life & Sobriety Update) | 142 Days Sober
HOW TO STAY MOTIVATED TO WORKOUT… Even With Depression or Addiction Issues (My Story)
Просмотров 2,6 тыс.4 месяца назад
HOW TO STAY MOTIVATED TO WORKOUT… Even With Depression or Addiction Issues (My Story)
GASTRITIS/ULCER UPDATE & COMPREHENSIVE STOOL SAMPLE REVIEW (with Dr. Moehle) | Finally Doing Better!
Просмотров 3,2 тыс.5 месяцев назад
GASTRITIS/ULCER UPDATE & COMPREHENSIVE STOOL SAMPLE REVIEW (with Dr. Moehle) | Finally Doing Better!
MY BLOOD WORK ON 160mg of TESTOSTERONE PER WEEK (TRT) | With Dr. Moehle
Просмотров 9 тыс.5 месяцев назад
MY BLOOD WORK ON 160mg of TESTOSTERONE PER WEEK (TRT) | With Dr. Moehle
HOW MY SLEEP HAS CHANGED SINCE QUITTING ALCOHOL (115 Days Sober)
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HOW MY SLEEP HAS CHANGED SINCE QUITTING ALCOHOL (115 Days Sober)
TRT SAVED MY LIFE... (and made me a monster) | Testosterone Replacement Therapy | HRT
Просмотров 5 тыс.5 месяцев назад
TRT SAVED MY LIFE... (and made me a monster) | Testosterone Replacement Therapy | HRT
HOW I ABUSED TESTOSTERONE BEFORE GETTING SOBER... (Without Increasing Dosages) | My Hidden Shame
Просмотров 4,3 тыс.5 месяцев назад
HOW I ABUSED TESTOSTERONE BEFORE GETTING SOBER... (Without Increasing Dosages) | My Hidden Shame
MY HORRIBLE COCAINE EXPERIENCE... (Truly Never Thought I'd Share This)
Просмотров 4,8 тыс.5 месяцев назад
MY HORRIBLE COCAINE EXPERIENCE... (Truly Never Thought I'd Share This)
HE NEARLY DRANK HIMSELF TO DEATH... His Liver Was Failing (Chris P.) | A Survivors Testimony EP1
Просмотров 88 тыс.6 месяцев назад
HE NEARLY DRANK HIMSELF TO DEATH... His Liver Was Failing (Chris P.) | A Survivors Testimony EP1
HOW I’M STAYING SOBER DURING THE HOLIDAYS… (As an Alcoholic) My Mindset & Daily Plan
Просмотров 1,2 тыс.6 месяцев назад
HOW I’M STAYING SOBER DURING THE HOLIDAYS… (As an Alcoholic) My Mindset & Daily Plan
DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, & WORKING OUT… Brutally Honest Advice to My Younger Self
Просмотров 2,7 тыс.6 месяцев назад
DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, & WORKING OUT… Brutally Honest Advice to My Younger Self
90 DAYS SOBER: My Escape from Alcoholism (I Can't Believe How Good I Feel)
Просмотров 3,8 тыс.6 месяцев назад
90 DAYS SOBER: My Escape from Alcoholism (I Can't Believe How Good I Feel)
MY FIRST COLD SHOWER EXPERIENCE... (at 4am) | How it actually went start to finish
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MY FIRST COLD SHOWER EXPERIENCE... (at 4am) | How it actually went start to finish
MY GASTRITIS STORY & How I'm Going to Get Better (With Dr. Jillian Moehle, ND) | Full Visit
Просмотров 4 тыс.6 месяцев назад
MY GASTRITIS STORY & How I'm Going to Get Better (With Dr. Jillian Moehle, ND) | Full Visit
FACING FEAR: Overcoming Self-Doubt While Pursuing Your Goals
Просмотров 1,8 тыс.6 месяцев назад
FACING FEAR: Overcoming Self-Doubt While Pursuing Your Goals
TESTOSTERONE THERAPY... Getting Honest With My New Doctor (TRT Update)
Просмотров 2,7 тыс.6 месяцев назад
TESTOSTERONE THERAPY... Getting Honest With My New Doctor (TRT Update)
MY CHRONIC GASTRITIS... From Alcohol Abuse (The Ugly Truth)
Просмотров 4,1 тыс.6 месяцев назад
MY CHRONIC GASTRITIS... From Alcohol Abuse (The Ugly Truth)
How do I differentiate between my thoughts and inner dialogue?
I just had to start eating very clean
I gained 20 pounds in less than a month
From skinny fat to skinny muscle.
This is a really great video. Thanks for posting.
Im going through ANOTHER fkn episode - again. So over this. Thank u for your videos. Bless
Inspiring and vulnerable video... so proud of the sober man your committed to being son.♥️
41 days and counting. No more poison!!
Man I just started this journey again. I'm on day 40..I got kicked out my gf of 5 years and staying with my folks...I. fuckin miserable! I'm in AA have a sponsor but my minds is scrambled due to the Break up which stemmed from a booze relapse. I can't get comfortable anywhere. Hitting the gym twice a day. On TRT as well. Our stories are similar regarding when and how we started etc...thanks for putting it out for others who struggle.
Hey brother new subscriber here just got put on trt but the gel version hoping to feel better and get my life back and be the dad and husband my family deserves
i am 42 and going through this it felt like i am the only one this made me feel better thanks
Its horrible but it doesn't last forever
Man i experience depersonalization every day and it’s so hard to cope with sometimes. I’m so anxious I can barely talk or interact with people in public and it makes me very depressed. I also have probably the worst sleep schedule of anyone I know. I’ve felt like shit for a long time and I think I need some sort of testosterone therapy. Idk who to talk to about getting tested for it or where I would start that process. Any help or recommendations would be appreciated.
I appreciate your honesty and I’m sorry for your struggle. I started by making an appointment with my primary care doctor and respectfully insisting he test my total and free testosterone as well as my thyroid function. You’ve got this!
Doctors always try to play stuff down because they don’t feel it!
My first panic attack happened out of the blue when I was hungover one day. I have a feeling it was because I drank about 12 pre-mix sugary bourbon and coke cans, so the sugar and caffeine probably set me off. I was laying on the couch hungover as usual watching The Simpsons and suddenly I felt this wave of panic hit me and I sat up and my heart was pumping fast and I was terrified for no reason. I remember it was a Treehouse of Horror episode where Maggie turned Homer into a goose with broomsticks for arms and I felt like crying because I was THAT scared of the horror I saw on TV. It lasted maybe 5 minutes, but it was terrifying. Luckily it only happened a few more times over my drinking career, eventually I became such a big drinker that I think the panic attacks gave up on me because they knew I wasn't heeding their warnings that I had to stop my alcohol intake. I'm 1 year, 9 months sober today :)
I’ve been sober 3 years and life still feels fucking awful.
Do you work any recovery programs or have any additional support for mental health stuff?
This video was informative for me. I believe I have an avoidant personality disorder, along with all the self esteem and social anxiety issues that come with it. I do have low-T and was expecting it to fix everything. I imagine even if it doesn't fix everything I'll still feel a bit better and less hopeless.
Thank you so much, I needed this. Been struggling a lot with anxiety and depression lately and sometimes get weird thoughts that I just need to block out
If you have a guest on to tell their story.....let. them.🤦♂️
This is awesome. Thank you. I gotta get started and this story has given me the inspiration
german wings cockpit has ruined it for me , i just cant trust the pilots
Wicked brother. I'm in this moment...have been for decades. Same exact story as to where you were at in 2012. Getting ready to try something., involving trt.
Could I plz answer
Was that because of having the endoscopy that she mentioned about infectin😊
WhT did she say about that make sure you don’t have any infection after the endoscopy I could not understand
People talk the talk. They say they care, but they don't. When you are sick, exhausted, jumped through hoops to try to get help and there is none, what is the answer when you cannot take anymore!
Everyday bro everyday that’s why I’m watching this
Is raw cabbage juice good for ulsers ? I heared raw cabbage causes parasites will enters to body
I don’t want to drink anymore
I don’t either. I’ve found success one day at a time through daily 12 step work. Wishing you the best.
Still waiting for that pink cloud of recovery. ….
I have been alcohol free since August 19th of 2019. I have never had anything I would describe as a "pink cloud". None the less, life is way better. Keep on keepin' on. Peace.
Brother, I was on Trt I face the same problem I was up and down and up and down and then one doctor save me two goddamn self someone told me to go to a doctor in one of my Bible studies and she recommends me take 5000 IU of vitamin D daily and 400 mg of magnesium daily and I’ve been 10 times better than the first week was like. I was a whole new me after four days no anxiety, depression, and All to speak of and I was really bad off bro real bad
Don’t forget, the most important thing is to follow our father in heaven seek the kingdom of God and follow Jesus Christ and that will make it feel better than anything else bro I promise you
Don’t forget, the most important thing is to follow our father in heaven seek the kingdom of God and follow Jesus Christ and that will make it feel better than anything else bro I promise you
A lot of acne can also mean your bodies not processing and converting the testosterone properly, which can be due to low vitamin D and magnesium
A lot of acne can also mean your bodies not processing and converting the testosterone properly, which can be due to low vitamin D and magnesium
I can tell you were messed up in the head when you say you were deathly ill in on the video when you say, it just feels nice to not be alone while you’re doing it I can tell that’s the voice in the words of someone on the brink of suicide people might think that I am jumping to conclusions, but when a man start sounding a little emotional like that, I’ve been through it behind those words or someone who’s contemplating not even wanting to be alive anymore you can just tell I’ve been there
Thanks!❤😊
I'm so thankful you've both come through 🙏🏼 June 2 marked 1 year of losing my best friend's husband of almost 40 years to alcohol 😔 I can tell you as an ICU nurse I'm thinking "I've got you, buddy, hang in there" when my patients are going through those horrible days of illness and detox
I wish I could get off klonopin. But at 85 I can’t. It hurts me to take it.
Makes me tear up with happiness for you🤗♥️🤗
well 6 years 8mg a day....ruined by life and health...started at this dose stuck on this dose ANNNNND now im in trouble and my doctor goes poof......
Brother, you been thru allot. This is the life you deserve, remember this feeling because going backwards just ain't worth it.
8 days for me!!! Everyone stay strong, you can do it!!! <3
How can i contact you
First link in the video description my friend.
@@bignoknow ok, i,am really scare
I 2 days ago alcohol...i feel losing my mind..
You. Are. So. Parched...
My MD is useless on this stuff. Had to go to a naturopath to get the HCG.
I know what you mean, but I'm doing good now.
I am pissed off I loved watching your dad 4 years and he thought me a lot of things I think it's wrong that he did prove his facts and got fired 4 it where is the justice in that so it's OK to make us sick with shoots and everything but it's not ok to worn us about the dangers of them I call bull shit on that just wrong I hope everything works out 4 you and your family
Thanks for this video! I’ve struggled with OCD for years and it’s good to know that my thoughts aren’t my fault. Thank you!
Heavy drinker for years 7 days sober now, first two days were hell even with medical help, now I'm so much better already it's like a weight is off my shoulders.